Today is really terrible, I lost my spirit. Uhm in fact, I still have some patches to be reviewed, let’s count around 20++ with 50++ lines each, and codes 100++ lines out of the patches. Three on going project, and my own interest in math. But they are stucked.

I also have to debug them for today deadline, then I also have a new project in hand, and a brand new driver to be defined, the specs is still in my mind. Well, I cannot focus on which one should be done first, but I have had a really great solution on it, just take one and finish it, and I will continue to the next, and all will be finished. But today, I don’t have this kind of feeling, no intention, and I just feel, I want to ignore it.

Well, porting stuffs is interesting in the beginning, a FPGA on Linux also very interesting, NFC is also a new stuff I like. They take most of my time since last two months, and I was very excited in the beginning and this excitement become less and less, and so does the subject. Okay, it is about to write a driver to use SPI on existing kernel, and what do I want to ask? nothing at the moment.

Usually, I take two task at the same time, the purpose is to let them be a substitute for each other when I become bored on one subject. For instance, I code on BIOS, and I port Android on Samsung Omnia. I spend my time on BIOS in the morning and got some codes until evening, and usually this time, I will be so bored, then I switched to Android then start to play WiFi driver or I try to play with HaRET, and it’s stopped until I’m tired.

In the end, I feel like, I am not supposed to work like this, it is not interesting anymore, it was when it is in the beginning. Nothing special with Android WiFi on Omnia, and nothing cool in BIOS since it is a matter of turn on/off bits in certain register and it is all well described in the datasheet.

I feel much interest in art, and also I feel a bit talented on it. I come back to my sketch book, then I take one or two models on my laptop, draw grids on it and also on my paper, and start to calculate the scales, and finished in no more than two hours, very exciting in the beginning, and nothing in the end. I feel bored.

So, I am writing this after finishing a discussion with my developer on memory test constraints, it is finished and I am bored, again. Uhmm, maybe I should start to join facebook.com, but I already had a twitter account, and it is too much social for me.